Sleepless Indiscretion Part2

And last night was another night of trying to fall asleep in a clatter of noise. BUT this time it was our roommate and his friend. Even though I had asked them nicely to be quiet. So if anyone disturbs my sleep on Sunday night (because I do not have school tomorrow so it won't be that big of a deal) I will freak out on them! I have done nothing to deserve being treated as if my needs are below their wants to stay up late at night. I would not care if they would just keep the noise down...but they do not. One night because our roommate said to me, "You look angry." I then said, "I am not angry, I am tired because you people keep me up at night and I have school in the morning." As I said this I pointed at both my bf and the roommate...then last night my stupid bf said something pertaining to me and said, "that one"...see he has no right to be pissed off at me about shit. I have done nothing wrong towards him (that he knows of anyway) so this is becoming increasingly difficult to let my plan play out and not just say, "I AM DONE WITH YOU, BYE!!!! God has to help me because I am fed up with all this. I cannot wait till the break up because either the day after, or the weekend after I am going to go up to my hometown and come out to my parents because I am tired of not being able to let them into my life. I tired of having to cry and not being able to tell them why. I do not care about certain things any more, like how my parents are going to react...I just need to get all the drama out of my life that I can...OH AND that includes confronting my dumb ass brother in law. I cannot wait to get it all out. My life will hopefully be able to move forward and become better due to it. There will probably be some hard feelings...but to tell you the truth if I have to discontinue contact with a sibling because they cannot accept things that go on in MY life and something that does not affect them, than I say good riddens! I know they love me and I do not think it will happen. Anyway I am going to go...ba bye!