Ich wuensche meinem leben Halten!!!!!! I wish things could just stop. I wish I could just say FUCK THIS!!!! I want to be alone sooo bad...but everyday I have to return to this guy. I cannot wait for it to be over. Yesterday I went to print something off out of my email....an agenda for an OutThere meeting (branched off from the nonprofit organization OutReach for people who identify as LGBTQ) and guess what I found when I went to gmail. My boyfriends email was still up. Not only that, but it had replies from craiglist in it. Now I am not exactly angry...kinda sorta amused actually....it does however make me want to leave that much more. Such a stupid situation to get into. And I am going into another one. Or so it may be. But we will see...because this is all complicated and I am a simple guy... this is what God does. Mannnnn this is screwy! I want to get away with my car. It may not be possible though. Which I guess in the end, as long as I am happy I do not care. It would just be nice to get away with it.
I am quite happy it is happening though. I cannot wait for it to happen. I am sick of the lies and the cheating and what ever else. I want to be free from it. So that is it for now...I need to reply to my cousin's email (he lives in Germany and I need to type in german...I am excited about it)
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